Bipolar

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Well,
Once again I feel it is time to tell everyone why you picked your username and if you were known as anyone else before. We did this before but there were some name changes and we have some new people. Well, I will start.

BipolarType1. I have Bipolar Disorder Type 1 (most severe) with psychotic features. As some of the older members know, it shows at times.

I started out as Johnringler1978 then went to bipolartype1, then to Pzychotik, then to eyesofchange, and just recently went back to bp since everyone seems to remember that alot better.

Ok, your turn now.

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Jabooty_3

I took the word jabooty from the movie 'Friday'. Added the _3 at the end because I needed a number when making a username or email for something. Just use the same name for the ease of remembering it.

Queso

Mine's short for Frolick, which is what my sister's psychotic friend used to call me. When she first started hanging out with her years ago, everytime she'd see me she'd scream out FROLICK! and chase me down and tackle me. don't ask, i don't know either.

They all still call me frolly actually.

Though I do kind of want to change my name, to either Queso or TheAlmightyQueso

For everything else I use the name kawaiibuu. I've just used it for years and it's easy to remember

Jabooty_3

I've thought of dropping the _3.... but change is scary!!!

BlackPearlSpace

hmm,

well, I added Space because BlackPearl was already taken. To me it's about contradiction. In our society, everything seems to need to be sanitized, classicly represented by white. Black is classicly dirty and negative.

Going with that, everyone has this erroneous notion that everything has to be white. I contend that black is the driving force behind all that is good and white; black defines white and gives it it's very existence. It is derived from my work in trying to understand yin/yang philosophy.

If you look at the yin/yang symbol, there is a black dot in the white feild. to me this image is dynamic, that dot is spinning and generating energy by its conflicting relationship to white. It's very presence in the white field drives white to spin and work harder at being white, pulling toward this black center. As it does so, it pulls a tail of white out of the black field, drawing to itself all that is white out of the general black area.

The same happens in the inverse on the black side.

So, the black pearl is that black dot, on the surface and on it's own black and negative, but because of it's relationships and it's nature, is a crucial participant, necessary for the existance of good.

It represents my slightly shamanistic worldview that everything is defined by it's relationships, that nothing is anything on its own, and that even evil has it's merits and function.

Pearls are usually white, so this furthers the contradiction, kindof like a blacksheep scenario, unwanted and rejected.

Space, well, I needed to add something. It comes from my SpaceLeft concept along similar lines. On a page that I had written a poem on, the was some space left in the corner. I drew a line, making a triangular space at the corner. I filled that space with the words "this much space is left" forming a contradiction or "paradox" of sorts.

And BlackPearl just sounds cool. Space fits by adding "mass" to emptyness. Taking up space with space. And it seems to make my name take up the maximum amount of characters possible.

I like contradictions, and see them as the driving force behind many phenomena in life and human relationships.

eihn, so there it is, that is all for now.

xevious

Mine is just one of the coolest games ever made. And yes Turd, it IS zee-vee-us.

Jabooty_3

wowzers

Anibal

was raizzen, and now im markus. raizzen is my name for every game i play, i saw this cartoon movie some time ago and he was the biggest badass of all so thats why i use it.

markus... i think i said it before, i dont like the fukin name and i didnt choose it, when i started here i didnt know what this was about (yeah yeah i came for the pron), and when name changes came, she had recently seen that vampire movie (which i hated except for kate beckinsale) and decided that markus should be my handle here... if u bring that thread back you'll see that all the change i wanted was to have "R" insted of "r"... so wizard if u get to read this and find it in your powers to help me out, i would like my real name instead of shitty markus so if u can change it to Anibal (for you gringos is Hannibal)

tuathal

Which means "Anus" right???? :happycow:

















j/k

Anibal

stupid ass web page, never in my life had i heard such a dumb fuckin thing... anus is ano or ojete or anillo... Anibal is a badass name!

tuathal

The web never lies......

xevious

is it mucho coolo?

Anibal

mucho culo means much ass

why is that relevant

queso?

tuathal

Anyhow, my usernames irish..............means 'ruler of the people'