bonobo76

weed
definitely the friendliest and most mellow drug of all on my list. the only drug i've ever done with any frequency, but i don't really smoke that often.. never got to the point of smoking daily/multiple times everyday. everything feels really good, kind of fuzzy, things are much funnier than normal.. i find it helps me relax and feel more comfortable in social situations, but that might not be the case for social butterflies. i would say though that in a group, weed is awesome - seems like everyone's on the same wavelength. i had a bad habit of smoking, getting nice and faded, and eating a shit-ton of ridiculous food. i wasn't even hungry after a while, i just wanted to taste everything, and keep re-tasting the best things. many many times i have passed out after binging on junky foods. not that this happens to everyone (although you should at least try ice cream or pizza high), just my experience - most of my friends managed to not eat everything in sight, i just turn into a machine. on those occasions i'd usually feel like shit the next day, not because of the weed or any of its effects, but because i had eaten a tub of ice cream, a bag of chips, a box of cookies and a ton of tacos. if you do things in moderation, you should be fine - this includes eating! time seems to pass faster, definitely wanna listen to some good loud music, especially if it has a deep groove that keeps you moving - check out this band called !!! - listen to them high, it's the best!


shrooms
done these on 3 separate occasions with different results. first time was the most intense, but probably cuz of the setting - my cousin was watching my grandpa's house while he was away, so we did 'em there. at first, i was kinda skeptical, "when's it gonna start, i don't feel different", the kind of things you'd expect someone to say the first time they use something. then, i don't know how to explain it, i slowly started to feel different, and eventually i was laughing - not crazy maniacal laughter, just laughing, and my cousin was laughing too, though there was no outside stimulus to make us laugh. i flet different physically, but only slightly. i was warm and my skin felt a little thicker and more textured, if you can picture that. i thought about a ton of stuff, and don't remember most of it. i do remember saying "there should be girls here!" although i don't think i was horny - i think i just wanted to touch someone for a while and my cousin didn't fit the bill. i went outside and the night sky seemed infinitely beautiful, and i just wanted to walk around, but i also knew it wasn't a good idea, so i went back in. walked around the house a lot, no real visuals, just a ton of thinking and self-analysis. i felt like i really figured myself out while i was doing it, and i came up with solutions to all my little problems, but of ccourse i didn't remember any of them the next day. and the setting affected me in a weird way (at least i think so) - i felt like i was seeing many layers of time at once. this is probably because there were pictures of family members at various stages of their lives all over the place, but it was more than that. i felt like i was actually at my grandparents' wedding, which is impossible because my dad wasn't even born yet. and i saw myself growing up. at some point i remember feeling a little panicked, like i had had a lot of fun and an amazing experience, but i really just wanted it to be over and it wasn't over yet. i thought throwing the shrooms up would help, and tried digging around in my throat for my uvula, but didn't succeed (the next day my cousin said i was lucky i didn't, as it just would've made the shrooms pass through my system a second time and intensified the trip). after that i laid down, but couldn't sleep forever. i felt better, but i also felt like i had significantly changed, and like the people who knew me would realize that something was different about me. this was disconcerting because i was supposed to see my mom the next day, and i didn't exactly want her to know what i was up to. i don't think i even slept til the next night, but i was pretty effin' drained of energy. i saw my mom and she didn't suspect anything, and by the next day i was pretty much back to normal, just thinking about things more. i really enjoyed it, but i also didn't want to do it again any time soon. it can be an exhausting experience.

the second time i tried them, i think i only got half a dose. nowhere near as intense as the first time, but i distinctly remember feeling that it was entirely possible to leave my body if i wanted to! i somehow thought that all i had to do was kind of cry my consciousness out of my eyes and i'd be able to float around. but i also thought that i might lose control of my body and shit all over the place, and i was in my girlfriend's bedroom, so that was a big no-no. i also thought i might not be able to get back in, so i just continued to listen to music and think.

the third time i did them was really different from either of the two times before. i think these were pretty mellow or something. i didn't feel muuch in the way of effects after 2 hours, so i just ate another handful (we had a huge bag) and kept dipping back in ever once in a while. but i didn't have any really trippy eexperiences, and i've (unfortunately) never had any really visual experiences with anything. i just felt a little different and looked at things differently - sorry, not a great description. i felt like i was on the uphill of a roller coaster, and that the drop was coming up, but that it didn't have the steam to make it to the top of the hump and give me a wild ride.

acid
only tried it once, and the people i tried it with said it was more like ecstasy than acid. no visuals - that's what i was hoping for - but things felt really amazing. i was touching cloth, walls, the breeze was amazing, loved the feel of skin, and we even walked through a sprinkler, which was really cool. we all climbed up on the roof and looked at the stars, but felt pretty sober for the most part, just a little affected. definitely wouldn't consider that a normal acid experience! i had either weak shit, or not enough of it. but i had a good time.